December 11th @ 4:18pm

cerasus♥clothier: I'm pretty sure you stopped reading my messages ages ago

cerasus♥clothier: So I feel pretty silly for writing this

cerasus♥clothier: But whatever

cerasus♥clothier: I think it's more for me than you anyways

cerasus♥clothier: Closure, I guess

cerasus♥clothier: If you ever actually read this, take it as a sign to come back

cerasus♥clothier: Or at least listen to just one piece of advice:

cerasus♥clothier: When you find yourself in a hole, don't keep digging

cerasus♥clothier: There are people willing to pull you out, despite everything you've done to push everyone away

cerasus♥clothier: I still don't understand why you left

cerasus♥clothier: What did you even have to run from?

cerasus♥clothier: Your life was fine until the mauling

cerasus♥clothier: Does the angel really have that much influence over you?

cerasus♥clothier: Did you just ignore the fact that it's a parasite?

cerasus♥clothier: Did it make you ignore that?

cerasus♥clothier: A bit genius, isn't it. A parasite that makes its host forget it's a parasite...

cerasus♥clothier: I saw the video you know

cerasus♥clothier: I didn't want to but...

cerasus♥clothier: It went viral online. I'm sure you know

cerasus♥clothier: It was pretty hard to avoid it before more efforts were made to take it down

cerasus♥clothier: Did you know people have been hiding it behind innocent seeming links?

cerasus♥clothier: Eventually I caved in. I had to see

cerasus♥clothier: I needed to know what you were doing, what you've become

cerasus♥clothier: I shouldn't have! I knew angels could give you that sort of power but...

cerasus♥clothier: It's hard to imagine you being capable of something like that, even accidentally

cerasus♥clothier: God I hope it was an accident

cerasus♥clothier: I wish none of this had happened

cerasus♥clothier: I bet you thought that everyone would just...get over it. Move on within a few months

cerasus♥clothier: So you wouldn't have to feel bad about it

cerasus♥clothier: But I still miss you! Your parents still miss you!

cerasus♥clothier: No one's really moved on

cerasus♥clothier: I just want to see you again

cerasus♥clothier: I don't know

cerasus♥clothier: You're never going to read this, are you?

cerasus♥clothier: I kind of hoped that you would, and that this would be the push you needed to stop

cerasus♥clothier: But that was stupidly optimistic

cerasus♥clothier: I don't think I'm going to contact you again

cerasus♥clothier: Goodbye Aiden

cerasus♥clothier: I miss you